18 August 2010

我的定位


我发现自己有点浑浑噩噩~~
没有什么梦想,更别说什么动力了~
到现在我还是不懂自己将来要做什么~

见步行步的生活态度真的可以吗?
正因为莫名的冷感、独立以及随遇则安的个性让我找不到自己的定位在哪里~

家人眼中我似乎是很强的,
辩论、读书、口才、领导能力、国民服役等等都有不错的成绩~
可是细看又有一点“周身刀,没把利”的遗憾~
辩论没拿过冠军,也不像碧芬她那样受人尊重和欢迎;
读书又不标清,英文国语不好,华语又似强非强,spm拿7个A其实只是意外惊喜;
每次长辈都以为我很有领导能力,有大将之风,但我相信只是我的样子在骗人和有点小聪明;
唱歌朋友说好听,可是根本不是上的了台的那种就是;
不知道是他们善良还是真的有那么一点,是有不少人说我算是美的,可是天知道我就是美到走出来没什么了会注意到,介于美和平凡的灰色地带;
人缘似乎很好,但知心的没几个。人家的朋友名单会有我,但是不会先想到我;
游泳没有精进,音乐半途而废,我好像什么都不行........
呵呵…………呵呵呵呵………………

越想就越悲哀,
我就是那种可以STAND出来,但不是OUTSTANDING的就是了~

我是一个被赋予很高期望的平凡人。

我的未来一片白茫茫~

一切都还在>>>搜寻中………………
搜寻中………………搜寻中………………

15 August 2010

谢谢,加油,再见!

事到如今,我已经是无言以对....不要逼我,我不要做一个狠心的人~我认为既然你已经明白我们之间的不可能,了解我的意愿就不要苦苦追求,不需要也不值得。到极点时,我怕我会崩溃还有对你无礼。说自己善良或许会有那么一点点的抬举,可是我就是一个狠不下心的人。就算真的下定了决心,我也会自责自己很久~我会觉得我好像很对不起你似的....之前还有现在这两段都是酱~我,不想再这样了~所以我不希望,不想要有下一段感情。要就等到有一个真正可以到永远的人。
我没有什么追求者,但是遇到的都对我痴心,两个都是放不下我的人。该开心你的痴心绝对还是伤心你的拖泥带水?!
我不懂~就觉得很烦很烦~感情就是件很烦的事~谢谢~但我觉得够了~
每次都要经历那种百味交错的复杂情感我真的受够了!
也不懂自己想说些什么~就是我很心痛~你们两个都让我心痛。
谢谢,加油,再见!
希望你们两个都平平安安,健健康康,还有前程似锦。

14 August 2010

Ladies' Coach?!

Wednesday, 28 April 2010
KUALA LUMPUR – Starting today, female passengers of KTM Komuter train for the Sentul-Port Klang route can choose to take a ride in a normal passenger coach or in a special ladies coach.

Keretapi Tanah Melayu Berhad said yesterday that the ladies coach could be identified by the pink stickers on its door and windows, as well as pink banners and arch, put up at its special section at the platform.

Boys, aged below 12, would be allowed to take a ride in the ladies coach if they were accompanied by a female passenger, it said, adding that the introduction of the ladies coach was aimed at providing comfort and protecting female passengers from sexual harassment.



As you see,
our KTM have a special coach for ladies.
But, you still can find out some men "like" to use this coach although there are many big logos labelled that this is a LADIES' COACH!!!

That day, I went to Midvally with my friends by KTM.
We saw many men were inside this coach,
I can't understand that why they willing to get in and accept those unfriendly stared from ladies??


"NOT OBEY RULES"--is this became our Malaysians' habit?


Those are the pictures we took:




Well gentleman,
you should respect WOMEN RIGHT, shouldn't?
The main reason for set up this coach is avoiding sexual harassment cases.

oh..Please, give us a peaceful area!!!!!!!!!
Get out from LADIES' COACH!!!!!!!!!

12 August 2010

安心养病


今天,
他call我说他得了肺痨~~

我很震惊,
“还年轻不是吗?”
直觉上这是人到中年,长期辛劳才会有的病~~~

原来人是那么化学的~

加油啊~
好好养病~
还有,
生日快乐

09 August 2010

GOALs

During this holiday, i would like to.....

1. Get my driving license (at lease L)
2. Pass insurance agent license test
3. Finish 2 IELTS exe. book
4. Lose weight -- 3kg

okokok!!! go go go!!!

HOLIDAY!

走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走走
开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开开
啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦
你、你、你、你、你、你、你、你、还有 你 和 你 !!!!!!!!!

烦不烦啊?!?!!!!
放了我吧!这是我的吧!?! 是我的假期!!
我的我的我 ---------------的-------------ok???

“你们”不东一个、西一个把它塞满!
不要!不, 是不可以!!!!!!!!

干!






呼~~呼~~呼~~呼~~呼~~呼~~
ok!!!! change ......change my state~~~~
okokok~~ I will be ok!!
gambateh joey~~gambateh~~~~~

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKK!!!
show me a big smile!!